F**k This!

FUCK FUCK FUCK!
My trip was cancelled.
now I'm out a boatload of cash.
I'd just finished packing yesterday. and now I'm not going
I had to cancel all the fun stuff I had scheduled.
My dad got brought into the hospital last night,
and is in surgery now.
I hate the hospital he is in. HATE IT!
his nurse today was a total moron and had no idea what she was doing.
she didn't even know how to get the air out of his IV line.
Which honestly pissed me off to the point I almost told her to get out!
I've also still got a lot going on with my friends and former friends.
Shit I really don't need right now. Most of it over something pointless and insignificant. which just makes it worse.
I feel like I've hit a brick wall. Completely at my wits end.
and I really just don't want to deal with anything anymore.
I don't want to go back to school.
I don't want to go back to my place of employment, however I also don't want to start over at a new place of employment.
I don't want to talk to anyone or do anything.
at all. ever.


you can all keep your rude comments to yourselves about this too.
because so help me God, if I get any bullshit feedback from this you'll regret it.