it's been awhile..

I suppose it has been awhile since I last posted. I'm not really sure what to post, things haven't been good.
Going through a lot of physical and emotional struggles. I've been doing physical therapy for my back, this should be the last week of that actually. Mentally I'm not really sure if I can fully put into words at this time. But to sum it up, I've been feeling like a total and complete let down to my family. I feel like they drew the short straw, got the raw end of the deal, that type of thing.
yeah, I'm done for now. just wanted to post something.